Burst out Day........

Im a little bit happy and satisfied since a couple of days and couldnt find time for new posts.....Any how...Woke up late..had a little breakfast and ran to see the most awaiting film "YUGANIKI OKKADU". Accidentally I've read the whole story the day before when I was trying to get a review. After long time,I went to watch a movie, buying tickets in black as my friend insisted...Although I just find my seat, I was unable to relax as I felt the tickets might be fake and some1 might just arrive and say "hey dude!, those are our seats!!!"

slowly the titles got started and I was feeling a bit sleepy due to lack of sleep( lack of care to sleep)...eyes are dried and I may fall asleep any moment...But as we all know..one cant sleep when one is hungry.....yahhh..Im damn hungry as i couldnt find time to take lunch before this matinee show. The view of that 35 mm screen from this box appeared to me like a small 14inches TV in the corner of your living room.

As the movie goes...all the pain has gone ..I giggled chuckled and smiled and even laughed..yah...great comedy in the first half..pretty adultrated but not at all vulgar..Story and graphics were cool..Although I worried a little bit about the second half as most of these kinda films like anji..magadheera..arundhati entertains only in the half of the movie and the second half might be regular...

I found myself in the edge of my seat during some scenes in the second half...I still have goosebumps when ever i remember...This was pretty bold film although it might be partial fiction...Is there anything bolder than showing a mother's breast which could only spill blood as there was no food for her to produce milk to feed her son?...I dont think so..........................Hats off to the guts and dedication of the director.....


Well..... this is a post about me..not about the movie.....The concept of a LEGEND coming true was my most fascinating thng....I liked the movie 10000bc just for that... LEGENDARY events comes true with realtime events which are eventually similar but materialistically different....Those people who were normal till that day suddenly realizes who they are and why they are born for....

This is what I strongly believe one day will certainly happen to me...This might be a fantasy but who cares!!!!! especially when i believe in it!!!!....this has some serious contribution with my socio-philic ideas like.. I wana sacrifice my self for the better being of Humans around me( pretty exclamatory..but kinda true thing)...perhaps this is the reason why those tiny little tears swing around down my eyes when I see some person doing similar things in movies or in real life too...

This is one of the strongest reasons why I have least interest in working for money(software jobs)...Sorry i couldnt find anything humorous today...But Im going pretty serious and critical in downlines....Come back when you are serious if you are not so now...


Every1 is born for some purpose...really!.........lets see

eternal love material guy----one guy loves a girl..He helps her..he admires her..he work hard for her...he could even fight his friends for her..He might even abandon parents for her...he will marry her and make her happy....he could even bring back her boyfriend and walk away silently hoping he wil be happy as long as she will be happy.............hellow....This may happen viceversa too...

All that he cares in his world is his girl/wife and nothing else matters to him...


Selfish guy---when you both are alone,he thinks for himself..when you live in a house, he thinks for his room...when you are watching a movie, he admires only the hero of his caste although others are equally brilliant...Modern society demands selfishness...Dare to deny me! Every1 has to be 1% selfish..If he eat for himself..he can feed others....but society makes him 99% selfish...he eat for himself snatching from others...

selfishness is like AIDS...its easy to spread..but hard to unspread...lets see two anologies here..

Glass A is pure water and glass B is pure water...glass c is spoiled water and when its spilled into glass B it spoils all the pure water in glass B...If glass B is spilled into glass A..it becomes impure too....just as AIDS spread in humans...

A girl cheats her boyfriend and one day dumps him..can he be as normal as nothing has happend? can he choose another girl again? can he trust her as much as he trusted the first one...This is the ultimate selfish lesson the first girl has taught...She told him to first think for him self..dont let others dump him...dont give them that chance again...done trust them that much...dont love them that true...

AIDS has no cure...But glass B can change its water and become pure again...So as we.. with little effort, you can empty your bad experiences and be normal again...Luckily, Selfishness has a cure...

Its same as that you have got some stupid email from your friend saying that if you forward it to 10 members, you will have goodluck in 3days..if you ignore..badluck for life time...Most people forward it not just because they want some good luck..They dont beleive forwarding message can bring them some good luck..But due to the fear of badluck that may come if they ignore it...Well if you dont believe in good, why scare for bad...Its like you are scared of ghost but you dont bother for god...

forwarding such messages wastes time and money not only for you, also for the others and If you have done that, Your friend will find that supportive and do the same......Similarly if you become selfish..your friend will think that if you could be selfish why cant he be?....so the chain of selfishness grows..

just break the chain...stop forwarding such stupid emails just because you think you may get badluck...stop being selfish just because you fear you may become poor..



Selfless guy---some1 who does things just for the sake of people around...just for status or prestige...he cant think unique..he cant think himself...some1 who is intended to follow others...

Every mammel must have followers...If all the ants go as they like, they cant collect food...If all sheep go random, they cant survive.....

There must be some followers...but modern society came out with wrong directions to follow up. lets see.....

A software engineer is enabling lots and lots of people to include computers in their daily activities by making easy interactions and operations resulting in higher manufacture of computers. For this, he use energy, metals, gases...He makes money...he buy a land..cut trees.make furniture....build homes and offices. Can he recycle it back?......NO...But shelter is a necessity....

But are those unrecyclable classy paints,glossy Leather clothes and bassy plastic decors necessary? There are millions of software engineers still working day and night to enable more computer usage and productivity.... consuming natural ores..cutting forest and killing animals....

Following what most people do was once ethical but now its grown unethical and moreover criminal...(This is also a reason why i dont wana work in this field)

You make money...launch stores...raise prices...show up profits...But...if you make 50rs profit by raising the price of an apple from 10rs to 60rs by selling in a branded store, you are snatching an opportunity for the 10rs guy to eat an apple..... this is what happens in cities where the poor almost forgot how an apple tastes....

We can simply say humans torture humans...you are your enemies...Well im not human and dont wana be human anymore..........lol.......;P

Stop decorating your home spending an amount that a poor family could live for an year. Stop buying funky gadgets and clothes just because they are stylish. Prevent the explosive production of unrecyclable goods.

Start using recyclable products...Start choosing eco-friendly careers like farming and breeding etc etc( Im seriously thinking abt this option)

stop turning nature in to money...You cant eat buildings when there is no food...you cant breath "ecash" when there is no air...

struggling guy---The one who struggles with wrong society..who struggles with himself..
These people fight for people around...for their living...for their happiness...for manking...for nature...for life...for earth...They stop following when they find the path unethical....they make their own path...they set the trends...they fight...they sacrifice..they die.....but they lived in an era...born again soon for the same purpose...

just as a society needs some selfishness.......it needs some struggle too to go in the right path....

I feel I was born to be a struggler and was sleeping all the way till now..Although It seems i have opened my eyes, Im still strugling about what its like...how to deal...how to help...im struggling with myself...Im struggling to fit in...Im struggling to follow...Im struggling to live...Im struggling to die........


I dont wana do a regular money earning career as i fear i may become selfish first to gather money.....selfless next to obtain a luxory house/fancy boat and ultimately endup as an eternal love guy to marry a girl and settle in ma life forever....bore kids and raise them just like every1 does in this society...........


I still dont know how i gonna settle down...how i gonna endup..how capable iam to fight against....
If you have anything to suggest this poor guy.......you could be doing a great favour,,,,,,,,,,,


Im not saying all this because, i just saw some movie........The strenght of the story tied all those small threads to become one big logical thread which i have been struggling to manage since the day I realized that i have no intrest for such unethical career and wanted to end up my education in 4th year.........


My eyes are literally bleeding after almost 24hours of no sleep...........gudnite.......